nobody's gonna make a fool outta me

and so it seems like there've been cases of
drama-mamas revolving around me
and i hate to be involved in nonsensical and unnecessary drama
especially when i am not even aware of being in one.

so i said hi to A at the supermarket but i got a replied from B
and B's bf, C is upset with B for saying hi back when that hi was meant for A.

and apparently things got so bad between those two retarded fools that they were fighting for the entire week.

yes, how dumb is that right?

what's worst was the fact that C even hit B!
hello domestic violence..

first of all
what the hell is wrong with C for being angry with B for just saying hi to someone?
and why the hell must you hit her for??
are you that insecure?
is your relationship not based on trust?

second of all
why in the blue moon is B still 'in a relationship' with C?

and it is in my nature to be friendly,
to be saying hi to people around me,
like it or not, that's the way i am
i do not live by any any rules nor for anyone in the world
so if im being controlled like im a tamiya car,
fuck it.

and to D who told me what happened
what exactly did you want to achieve after telling me?
want me to leave the studio?
or do you want me to stop working in the same environment as the two fucktards, B & C?

well, confuckingratualations
i got news for you
you achieved both of your goals.

and the fact that you had to go beat around the damned bushes before you could tell me something that i could have possibly start says a lot about how much does the welfare of your co-workers are to you.

and you could even ask me if i could change my work days just so i dont
bump into those two childish pricks?

S E R I O U S L Y ?

which part of 'hello' put me into the situation where i am in the wrong?
and you also said 'perhaps next time when you want to say hi to someone, be more specific'

never once in my life have i come across such bullshit

i know i said to you 'i'd might as well just keep my mouth shut in future?'
but what i meant was if i were gonna shut my face, why dont you get those two clowns outta your
holy ground?

seriouslyy..
i still cant believe that happened..

C H E E R S !

 

not too long, say bout just slightly over 24 months, i was just on an island - pulau tekong, home to the basic military training centre schools.

3 months later, after those crazy lips infection (those lips were so big and swollen i hated myself and hating myself was never one of those things i enjoy doing nor have ever done before), initial three weeks of crying myself to sleep cause everything was just too much, three fainting experiences, six nights out on field camp with absolute no shower, no proper food (well, preserved and war-time food aren't exactly proper), no proper sleep and multiple crazy punishments. those were the days you wonder why didn't your family give birth to you as a lady so you could escape all these nonsense.

however, it was all not so down and dirty, most days you have a couple people who make joke and talk nonsense to make you go all giggly and laughing out loud for we all know we're all in this together and we could only be glad our paths crossed and we became acquainted and eventually became friends and buddies.

it was on that island where i got to not only hold but also fire a rifle, the SAR 21, for the first and only time, well a long time i must add. Also, i threw my first and only grenade. no big deal, reallyy though im pretty sure at that point in time i must have been close to wetting my pants ha

the date was 09 12 09, my mum's birthday and the day when im finally outta the island, for good, well unless i got a vocation that required me to go back there and till then it was all overrrrrr..

got posted to being a regimental policeman and the six weeks of training was well, much relaxing at clementi camp in the west as compared to the far east, on an offshore island! we got to take morning showers and have plenty of sleep, feed ourselves with nice burgers and wantons, almost every other night ha ha it was also there where i got to fire a machine gun dammit, the general purpose machine gun! was it fun, am not gonna lie, yes ha would i like to fire another one again? well, no thank you very much ha ha
those nice, easy breezy six weeks came to an end when the entire section of mine got posted to the air force, honestly, can't complain seeing as the other two options being in the navy was pretty insane with swimming ten laps as part of the morning exercise regime and being in army where the 'work' schedule is pretty bad heh

so in the air force, in the 'unit' that i'll be stuck with till the day i said hello to my civilian identification card again, i started my dutyy proper. with a background of a total of four fainting stints, they were pretty smart to have me being in the pass office along with some of the 'elites' (or so they claimed).

not gonna brag or make a big deal out of it, but we were under the command of a very easy going superior (unless you chose to fuck everything up every other day, then that's a completely different story) heh

eighteen months past, i looked at the clerk as he pasted the 'NSman' sticker on the back of my 11B (the military identification card), to replace the word 'ENLISTEE', not sure how i felt at that point in time.
it could easily have been excitement to be excited for whatever that's gonna happen next in my life, but i did feel a hint of reluctance as i left the place with my final bits of belonging..

i have met some of the most wonderful people in these two long years of my life and have made some very worthy life-long friends and buddies that i would not forget the kind of nonsense and punishments we've been through, and especially the times when my body gave up on me and i had to depend on IV drips to be 'revived' again and when all else fails, it's only the friends that you have made that made life easier to pull through those times.

thank you to the officers, commanders, specialists, buddies, fellow bunk mates, colleagues, friends and acquaintances, you have made a difference in my life, and you need to know. And good luck in all your future endeavors, y'all!

CHEERS!

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