i like to sing-y sing-y sing-yy.

i aint a fan of playing mind games.
i dont like people who take my trust for granted.
and i really really dont like people who doubt me.

expressionless.

whats up gorgeous.

seriously,
i dont know how or where to begin.
just some thoughts latelyy,
not exactly lately,
just these days got me seated down and think about certain stuff in life.
and man,
i'm a filthy confused bitch.

i dont how to say these but
did i really mean what i said before?
they definitely werent jealousy,
prolly just some sorta things to say to make the whole situation looks nicer,
makes me look wiser as well..

damn,
i am feeling somewhat fucked in my head or some sort.

why do i feel like a friggin retarded crazy emo fool these days?

blahh.

play-ed last saturday.
manfred's officially 22 now.
one hella good partyy.
let's do it again!
:)

in other good news,
assessment is f i n a l l y
O V E R !

and now we have an equal good reason to be partying our asses off till the sun comes up!
unlimited vodka cranberry, gin tonic and asahi beer, please?
heh

ohh!
manfred, joyce and i met kylie.
yes that same kylie you are thinking.
M I N O G U E !
she is one tiny cute little nice lady.
god i love her alreadyy.
given the unnecessary media attention and flocks of passengers,
and other fans,
she still signed and created conversation..
someone please educate rihanna that in order to stay popular,
be nice..

back to income tomorrow!
the adventure continues from where it left off..
heh

be nice bitches.

have a great week ahead!

something told me so.

so,
since joining facebook,
i have surprised myself with a few things.
i am actually enjoying myself on facebook and i am bloody hooked onto it!
HAHA!
those bowling buddies, word challenge and that geo challenge thingy are so so addictive too.

anyways,
assessment is slowly drawing to an end now
which is something to smile about.
but on the other hand,
it's funny to say this but i'm gonna miss the printmaking workshop for a good few weeks now.
if only we were given ONE assignment and make a minimum of 25 prints for the whole of one semester,
own time own target,
i'd not see school as stressful.
haha
wishful thinking i know..

so dasimah turned (twenty) six on wednesday.
and today bff manfred turned twenty twooo.
:D

anyways,
looking at the holiday plans i have right now,
it seems like things are looking pretty fine.
i am going back to ntuc income to work.
and then gallery sitting on weekends for the first two weeks of december.
then off for short weekend getaway tripsss,
hmmmmm...
sounds like fun..

and,
recently,
people i meet have been asking me about why arent i seeing someone.

seriously,
that's a funny question.
which i gave a funny reply..

'cause i dont want to..'

and what i'm trying to say is..

'i dont see the point if it's only gonna be a one-way street..
and i dont see the point of putting effort to make something work when the other party just makes zero effort..'

okayy,
full stop.

in any case,
it's the weekend!
time to let your hair down and go on party on yourself yall!

i shall go on and watch my americas next top model finaleeeee..
:D

hollaaa.

hello facebook!

i'm not from underr.

yes,
50% of the ASSessment is over.
let's breathe a sigh of relief.

all in all,
i completed the print book (20 friggin' pages) and 3/4 of the thematic project.
i am pretty proud of myself actually.
haha

so, bring on the party yall!!

eh, no wait.
there's still the bloody rm theory essay and 'to dress' project.

mugging time for the last time this week and then it'll be alll over for a good 7 weeks.

hello income!
:D

i wanna go on a holidayy.
i am planning to go to somewhere exciting like vietnam or phnom penh..
i know i am being very adventurous but..
we only live once eh..

britney's leaked circus tracks are so addictive like estacy..
david archuleta's album kick ass..
i am back into my teeny bubblegum pop phase againn..

but all these make me happyy..
:D

a printmaker not a printer.

so tell me how screwed am i?
i am shy of ten prints to fulfilling the 20 pieces of prints and
none of my final project has been completed.
guess what?
tuesday's dooms day and i am fucked.

not forgetting previously rejected and incompleted works.

i
am
so
so
fucked,
seriouslyy.

:(

daniel,
wake up from you friggin idea and start getting your hands to sketch, to draw and to finally print!

whats the friggin' point?

what's the point of asking me if i like something when i already said i dont?
whats the point of asking when the decision has already been made?

fuck it.

i have enough things on my head to be side tracked onto something less important.

argh!

i sit here waitingg.

woke up to this beautiful bright sunny morning.
it's an obvious sign to a good day.
:)

but when i think about how much i still have left to do,
damn it's not even funnyy.
can someone give me the lightbulb above my head so i can just continue printing non stop, PLEASE..
i need about 11 images more for the remaining printbook and the last project,
which i have yet to start on.

ahhhhhh..

but on the other hand,
i am pretty excited about moving house.
from a very centralised place to somewhere in the east.
new environment yall!

and in other news,
i am hooked onto not only the gossip girl tv series,
but i am also hooked onto the friggin' book series!
haha.
gotta go get my fourth book soon
and borrow the remaining from rischka to read during the holidayss..
gallery sitting for a couple of weekends,
and being back at ntuc income..
which also means..
K A C H I N G !
the cash is rolling in..
haha.

time to book a short trip outta town all over again..

you're everything i wanted when you came alongg.

these couple of days been pretty challenging for me.
i am fighting with myself to stay sane.
i dont know what exactly i am fighting for
but it's just something deep down just turned its back around and came back to haunt me once more.

i dont know what i'm talking about and i dont know many things that's been floating in my mind.

i just want this to end as soon as possible,
preferably now..

since assessment is so so near..

sighh

would you believe me when i tell you that the new pussycat dolls album is making me more depressed than i already am?

listen to hush hush, i'm done and happily never after..

music's in my soul.

good bye theatre banana chicken mcnuggets.
hello assessment.

in just under two friggin weeks,
it's judgement day.

i still have so much to do..

h e l p !

gotta be somebody for me out there.

not sure if you know but i was never too big a fan of those rock music.
rock music i mean those very head-banging-able kind.
but i was exposed to this track by nickleback.
one of their new song called
'gotta be somebody' and oh my god.
i am so hooked onto it.
for the second night in the row,
the song has been played over 32 times.
yes it's good.
not you average type of nickleback track but this one is good.

thought you might wanna check it out?
haha.

so..
the assessment fever is here.
or rather,
everyone's back at their sky high stress level and i aint no exception.
printbook, 20 prints and i have only 8.
not forgetting one new assignment whereby we need to put at least two techniques into one piece of work and we need to do four prints.
i a m s c r e w e d . . .

tomorrow's theatre assessment.
which i am, surprisingly, looking forward to it.
cause..
i wanna get it over and done with.
like what shihan said...
'i'm not gonna give a damn what they're gonna say cause it's already the last lesson..'
upon hearing that,
i feel relieved cause i wasnt the only one feeling that i-just-wanna-get-it-over-and-done-with attitude.
heh

in other news,
they have conveniently moved lipstick jungle from wednesday to friday this week.
thanks to the presidential elections.
but i am excited to know who will win the elections though.
haha

talk about politics.

we know who we should vote for.
if i were an U S of A citizen and am eligible to vote,
i would vote for obama.
:)

back to theatre sketches for noww..

and ohh,
'gotta be somebody' is playing for the 36th time now.
HAHA!

03111989

happy birthday to you.

happy birthday to you.

happy birthday to rischkasyafiqaputrijonawi

happy birthday to youuuuuuu!!

YEAH!

go shorty,

it's r's brithday.

we're gonna party like it's my birthdayy!

HAHA!!

YAY!!

rischka is 19.

the youngest printmaker has turned 19 years OLD!

heh heh

so, where's the party?

can i endure it somemore?

the unplanned super last minute night out to celebrate rischka's advanced nineteenth totally kick ass.
eleanor, afiq, amalina, manfred, shihan, rischka and i were dancing like some sorta dumbfucks on the dancefloor.
then again,
the last time amalina and rischka clubbed was way back in feburary!
haha
what could be better to party on a halloween night?
god it was fun but too tiring after a while..

all in all,
it was a very good night.
especially when you are with the right crowd.

:D

my highlight of the evening was the red clown.
heh heh

i am wondering when will all these questions in my head will have answers to them.
i wonder if the truth will ever be told.
crush, infactuation or love?
i dont believe in those these days.
it's like a game, a drug an obsession.
it just ends, kills and dies after a while.
argh.
i'm gonna get over it..

pictures pictures and more pictures.... (in the next entryy..)