gaga, im your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love meeeeeeeeeee..

MERRY (belated) CHRISTMAS and HAPPY BOXING DAY yall!!

2009's been a really good year for me.
i met someone who turned my life around and changed everything one eighty and have made me feel very special and being on top priority every single day.
that,
i cannot ask for more and i can only thank god each day for the gift.

the recent sneaky getaway to bangkok and bali was insane.
bangkok never fail to impress with how cheap things are and how friendly the people are.
the heart warming smiles was robbed away as soon as we got on the plane and are on our way back to sing sing singaporeee..
then it came bali just 15 hours later..
magnificient view of the seminyak beach from our breakfast every morning.
the private pool in our private villa.
did i mention we were blasting gaga's fame monster on the bose speakers?
haha
need i say moreee..

i love holidays.
cannot wait for the time when i'm able to start making full use of my annual leave!
i see melbourne and new york not too far awayy..

anyways,
reality is that there's still this national service
to be more precise,
another 20 months to go.
but then again,
i am now a security combat trooper.
so much for being posted as a 'regimental police'.
i mean,
thanks thanks,
thanks for chaning the whole course of the regimental police to security trooper!!
from a two week stay-out course to an eight weeks stay-in course!
THANK GOD for the best section mates. EVER!

okayy,
all you,
im sure you've been very good this year and that santa's been very good to you too.
have a great remaining 11 days of christmas!!

signing off,
REC PTE DANIEL LOO!

stars in our eyes cause we're having a good timee.

13 weeks is all coming to an endd, soon.
another three more nights,
i am going to wave my last good bye to the island resort of intensive physical training,
pulau tekong.

i cannot wait!

but first,
let's hope i dont faint (again) during the 24km route march..
heh

after all the drinks and bars we've been to..

hello civilisation,
you have been treating me very well with the sight of traffic lights, mrt trains, taxis and also the wonderful world of technology and telecommunications.
thank you so much.
i hope i get the chance to spend more time out of a deserted island so far away sometimes singtel doesnt even get any signals..

in any case,
after one more book out next friday,
i will try and tear as if im gonna miss the island of misery and injuries - pulau tekong.
december 9th it shall not be just mum's burthday but it will also be a day to remember.
my pass out parade, that is.
heh

looking back as how things have changed over the past ten odd weeks is rather amazing, really.
i am surprised how far i have come,
like i am almost done with the first phase of military life.
i hope things will turn out for the better when i get my vocation posting.
i have expressed many interest anything non-combat related and non-infantry related.
wish me luck.
i need loads of it.
will pray to jesus, guanyinma, allah and lord krishnan later..

i am very looking forward to the upcoming post BMT holidays trips planned.
the year's incomplete without making a trip to bangkok, is it?
managed to squeeze bali in somewhere there as well..
hee

okayy, 'nuff of military shit.

in case you havent realised,
lady gaga's the fame monster has arrived.
the 'bad romance'/'speechless' performance on the american music awards was once again,
freakishly awesome.
no words can describe how much i am in love with this hot ladeee.
i also cannot wait for my copy of the album to sit in my mailbox next week?
heh
i have already bought myself the post BMT prezzie.
i'm so good to myself..

okay, clock is ticking too fast.
need to start packing for book in later..

last but not least,
happy birthday to our favourite big headed lump of hair - jasmine fang!
she turns 21 today!!
like.. finally?
ha ha

no wait,
amalina is not even 20 right?
=P

unwritten, cant read my mind.

so it's been five weeks since i enlisted into t-e-k-o-n-g.
i must say..
it's quite hard to believe you constantly being pushed around and for every little you do wrong,
you get punished.
like when bedsheets are not tucked in to the 'standard' or when clothes are hung on the hooks beside the cupboard.
or when you slow down on the morning run.
insanity if you asked me.
besides all these crap nonsense about the negative side of all the army stuff,
i must say that there are some pretty good stuff too.

my bunkmates and platoon mates are pretty cool.
and our morale are the highest on thursdays and fridays.
cause it's book out day! hahaha
in any case,
the basic trainfire package (aka live firing) was rather a shock and was indeed fun.
the recoil from the rifle was so hard it gave a few of my platoon mates brusies on their arms!
hahaha
and next up in under 2 weeks,
it's the highlight of the whole bmt - fieldcamp.
yes six days without showering and then another confinement.
wish me luck.

did i mention that i could be allergic to the tekong air and/or the sun there?
well, there's scientifically proven, alright?
hahaha
the dermatologist told me so anyways.
that seem like a pretty good thing!

and and and..
passing out on the 9th of december!
im counting down!!
heh

then it's off for 11 days!!
see you in koh samui and bangkok? heh

okayy, breakie time!
then off for a swim.
it's all about the healthy lifestyle now!
hee

happy weekend!

sing-sing-SINGAPOREEEEE!

hello you.
hello to you and you and you too.

im back home, for at least another three months.
will be tied down with the term 'national serviceman' for the next two years as of,
next monday.
i am not particularly super excited about it
neither am i dreading it.
all i want is to get it over with and carry on with my life.
many things need to be brought with me before 'the day' but hey,
my heart's been prepared, maybee?
haha

and so i have been told that since my trip to taiwan,
i have only been kept in singapore for one weekend.
which turned out to be true!
fyi, im not rich.
air asia is just dirt cheap.
heh heh

so sydney sydneyy.
where should i begin.
hotel was great.
prime location, five star, boutique cum business.
i like it, no i love it, really.
the sydney opera house and the habour bridge were indeed very pretty.
koala bears were the cutest thing EVER!!
blue mountains - three sisters, katoomba, leura and glenbrook spells B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!
wagamama is unforgetably delicious and
oxford street's dodgy.
when i say dodgy,
please include the words 'sleezy' and 'scary' as well please?
an eye-opener indeed!
brian told me if i thought sydney was bad,
london and san franscisco are worst.

shopping was great.
having to land at 6 and reach the city by 7,
hotel room's not ready for us as the night before it was fully booked,
we wandered around for breakfast and then started shopping.
and by 11 when the room was ready,
i already have picked up four pairs of shoes and two tees!
which in other words meant,
my luggage was full barely being in sydney for.. 5 hours?
heh heh
then again,
everything turned out fine.
picked up my first pair of levi's.
american apparel was rather disappointing but target and kmart were pleasing.
haha
and brian kept asking why did we keep ending up in supermarkets!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

did i mention that i got stalked, hugged and chased after by a freak?
follwed me into the bathroom,
suggested me to 'come over to his apartment'
and then insisted he give me two hugs.
seriouslyy,
i was so scared my balls shrunk so much i did not even notice their existence!
okayy,
sorry for the crude language
but i needed to express how scared i was..
so.. i assume you get the picture eh?
heh heh

comex at suntec was rather good.
netbooks were cheaper than i thought they will be but i wil decide on that again when i 'graduate' from the army in two years okay?
i bought myself a 500gb external hard disk.
not that i have that many things to store but the difference for 180gb was only 40 bucks anyways!

alrighty,
time to go for a shower then head off to bed.
i know right, im such an early sleeper! heh heh

yall gonna like it there.

yes yes yes
finally im updating this space.
have been sorta neglecting this space cause i havent been online.

the past week's been pretty exciting.
went to kl and penang for a good 6 days.
i spent my 21st in kl and it was really really awesome
rather than having all the big parties of the 21st celebrations.
i think i'm a pretty lonely person.
yeah, i am.

penang was really cool and it was really an eye opener for me to see many different things and i would definitely be back!
penang's best chicken rice is indeed the best!
even singapore's standard is not even there.
heh
be sure to try fatty loh chicken rice if you are visiting penang.
lady boss may eu is a great and hospitable person!
she's even got a facebook account!!
hee
the little nonya filming location was also the other most memorable highlight from the trip!
sean and i spent close to three hours in a mansion!
and it was very educational!
so thick the peranakan culture.

the GAGA concert was P H E N O M E N A L ! ! ! !
i absolutely love it.
still cannot believe the fact that i went to her concert!
everyone who went would prolly agree with me.
despite her being so tired,
the show was still NUMBER ONE!!
ha ha
trust me!
i cant wait for her to come back for another concert!

in other news,
i have received the enlistment letter.
i will be waving goodbye to my freedom and pack my stuff and head out into the jungle - pulau tekong to be specific if you ask.
i am extremely upset.
cause i have exactly 30 days to prepare myself before that happens.

looking on the bright side,
no, wait,
there is no bright side to this.

my saturday's ruined cause of that.
then again..
it's not something i can run away from eh..
okayy, i have decided to be fine and party so hard these 30 days!
ha ha

im also upset that my new york trip has gotta be postponed!

i know you see me dont you know that i got body control.

im sorry for the lack of updates.
things been happening too fast and they seem to be on the right track.
hee

i am a very happy boy.

andd..
more holiday trips coming up and i am so looking forward to them!
august is all about malaysia!
see y'all in kuala lumpur, penang and langkawi!

okayy, off to bed for now!

more updates to follow.
i.
promise.

歡迎來到台湾

so here i am in taiwan.

got on the plane from terminal 3.
sq flights never fail to put a smile on our faces.
there is this one flight stewardess who was the sweetest.
you know when she smile it's not one of those fake ones.
and she was really kind attentive and helpful.
i give her five stars.
ha ha

anyways
the flight was good.
five hours or so passed by pretty quickly.
watched the lady gaga live in london special and hannah montana movie.
ha ha
and just i was getting onto the climax of confessions of a shopaholic,
the in flight entertainment ended cause we were about to land.
but indeed it was a good flight.
r, i agree that travis is cute.
and damn i cried just before she sang 'the climb'.
:(

anyway anyways,
the food here in taiwan seriously live up to the standard of what i've heard from people.
they are not only good.
they are DAMN good.
ha ha
we had dim sum for dinner last night and it was really good.
even the mcdonald's chicken wings were awesome.
and did i mention even the cup noodles are so good too?
little things in life that make us smile.
ha ha

i wonder what's in stalled for us today.
heh heh
touristy spots and hot spring for today.
but the weather aint looking that good.
i know i wanna have bubble tea today!
HA HA!

okay, time to get ready.
no wait,
the other two are sleeping!!

here's some pictures!!

bye singapore, for now. :)



look at sis,
acting cute with the damn beanie!
HA HA!!

let's be tourist k?


they're having this deaf olympics games now.
and we spotted this!!

F O O D ! !

tourist genuinely lost!
HA HA!!
just me loving myself.
what's new right?
:P


more to come
i promise!!

sweetdream or a beautiful nightmare

so the first lesson with the six kids were really awesome.
apparently
when i told them it was almost time and told them to clean up,
the cheekiest one told me
'teeecher i still want to do another one!'
then when i told shitong,
he was shocked.
ha ha
it made me happy seeing how both classes enjoyed theirselves.
their parents were really awesome.
so artistically inclined.
im proud of the future of singapore.
heh heh

in any case
i am flying.
mentally.
and before i hear anything from the "client" about whether or not my works have been chosen to be commissioned,
another came along.
and this time around,
the "client" is more exciting.
hee
we shall skip the details.

all i can say is
i am on cloud nine and im pretty sure the cloud is gonna give way anytime cause i am jumping up and down.
heh

chicken wing is on hold now.
like on a fortnight hold.
bribri on green light,
as according to rischka!
ha ha

looking forward to seeing arroy again!!
taiwan on fri through tuesday!
then kuala lumpur for the weekend!
langkawi on third week of august!
where's bali and bangkok?
HA HA!

just ju-ju-ju-just dance!

i cannot express how excited i am for the lady gaga concert!
seriously,
if you havent gotten her concert tickets,
i dont know what you're waiting for.
now that there aint any singfest to look forward to.
lady gaga is seriously the best bet.
ha ha

and i just found out that she's been bankrupt four times in her life.
i know, right.

all these remixes that i've downloaded of just dance, love game and poker face are making me even more excited and it's not even funny!!
ha ha

rischka, shihan and i were craving for waffles last night while at the night festival so badly that when we were told to wait for twenty minutes for a seat at swensen's we decided to take off.
ha ha
left to hunt for somewhere else to have our waffles.
billy bombers,
not fantastic really.

anyways,
this past week's been pretty good.
went to get to know the kids im gonna teach at serangoon and damn they're so cuteeee!
first official lesson next tues!
it shall be a monoprint lesson!
had the second meeting with the people who could be commissioning us to make artworks for at their research facility.
everyone knows the reason why it was good.
besides the lunch was good,
visually, it was really pleasing too.
hee

alright, let's not go into details..

and and and!!
langkawi is confirmed!!
i cannot be more than excited about langkawi cause i have never been there!
and shihan, my sis and sis' boyfriend would be my travel partners!

first up, taiwan!
let's see if that arroy will be too busy and forget all about my prescence in taipei.
i have planned to pack my stuff on wed.
and my mum is whining that i am too last minute.
actually,
that's cause since the last week of june,
i have been telling her to pack her stuff and she's done so since!
HA HA!

okay, i am in the mood to oc.
hello seth cohen.
:P

when will i see chickenwing and brian again?

make believe im impressed.

hey you sexy mams and papas
sorry for the lack of updates.
actually there were a couple of time when i wanted to blog from work but everytime when i opened blogger,
someone had to pass by so i had to alt + f4 it.
heh

anyways,
day off today.
heading for the proposal pitching thing later for the commissioned work.
i wouldnt say i am 100% excited but i am looking forward to it.

something else to be looking forward to would be my holidays!!
first to taipei for five days then to kuala lumpur for the weekend!
i am still trying to add wither langkawi/bangkok in august.
hee
yes i wanna be spoilt before i get enlisted.
yes i havent gotten my letter of enlistment but i am not very looking forward to receiving it either
cause i am pretty sure it's nothing amazing.
unless it says i have been posted to...
actually nothing else beats being exempted, really.
ha ha

okay dad's coming to pick me up.
gotta get ready.

tweet me lovers.

i still miss chicken wing. :(

let's play a love game.

so i saw the people who are bringing lady gaga back for a concert and they were sorta asking the fans to promoto gaga's concert in town.
and so i did!!
heh

look at the hot gif on the right.

august is gonna be such a great month.
4 days after my 21st, there's gaga to look forward to.

but first,
let's look forward to wednesday!!
TICKETS GO ON SALE!!

:D

something told me it was over.

so im back at work at ntuc income.
after changing three different bosses in under four days,
things are okayy.
not fantastic.
so long i am being paid on time,
that should do the trick and that should make me smile and be happy.
in any case,
im glad that i have rischka at work too!
and soon enough shihan and amalina.
now that's what i call happy hour at work.
ha ha

play-ed on friday was awesome.
it was apparently r&b night
but seriously,
the gaga tunes got me going and it kind of made me miss her A LOT.
cant wait for her full gig in aug!
people,
tickets go on sale wednesday!

'let's play a love game play a love game do you want love or you want fame are you in the game?'
ha ha

i miss chicken wing.

visited the month of photography exhibition - out of focus yesterday evening at the smu main gallery.
classmate dyn is part of the exhibition and so we were there to support.
but i have to say that the show was really good.
the photos indeed spoke a thousand words.
i personally enjoyed the photos by jean loo.
and what she said during her presentation makes a whole lot of sense.
especially when she said that the myanmar government was.. terrible?
when the whole crowd chuckled,
she paused and she added 'i dont aim to be politically correct but i aim to speak my mind.'
kudos, fellow loo.
:)

do support the show okay?

i am happy that school is somewhat done for now.
and i cannot believe the many doors which have been opened for us to get involved in the arts scene as independant artists.
wow, much?
for me,
first an artist-in-residence opportunity then now a chance to make a piece of commissioned work.
i am happy, seriously.

did i mention that cadilliac records is a really good movie?
not a fan of beyonce but this movie is worth watching.
i think it was shown in the theatres last year but better late than never right?
heh heh

also,
mariah carey's new single 'obsessed' is really good.
i l o v e i t .
and yes,
damn, it's back to mariah now.
a r g h !

happy sunday and happy father's day.
happy week ahead and..

i miss chicken wing.

po-po-po-pokerface.

oh.my.god.
yes, we met one of the hottest acts in the world of music today.
in case you are still wondering,
we met L A D Y G A G A ! ! !
seriously,
this is the part when you go 'oh.my.god.' too.

she is in town for some sort of singtel amped kinda thing
i, for one, am not a fan of private showcases and promos.
let's be nice and not bitch too much.
any-anyways,
fingers crossed.
miracles do happen and good things come to boys who wait.
hee

'nuff said,
proudly,
L A D Y G A G A and me, dammit! ha ha

fullstop.

you are all invited to the fine arts graduation show.
exhibition held from 11th to 14th june.
1000 hrs. to 2000 hrs.
opening reception on 10th june at 1830hrs.

see you there.

i wish i could never be in front of you.

something tells me that sometimes i should have shut my trap.
sometimes it feels like some things are better left unsaid.
but on other things,
they are better off opening your mouths for.
i, for one, is someone who have troubles keeping it shut.

i dont wanna blurt anything unneccesary out here cause it would be unfair if somehow,
in a way or another,
the whole shit still want to be remained as a secret.
quite disgusting if you ask me.

i shall not go into details.

and i know i am supposed to have an entry dedicate to a particular big headed person but i guess after much deep considerations and thoughts,
maybe it's better for me to not even think or breathe a word about it.

but can i just say one thing.
a few things maybe.

to you.
i'm sure you know who you are
whether or not you read this particular webpage/entry.

like i've mentioned before.
i'm not angry.
i'm not disappointed.
disgusted is the word to use.

'so what do you want me to do?'
that was what you asked.

i have deleted and re-drafted a couple of times but i finally have decided against sending before i say the wrong things
and weirdly,
while typing that five-page long text,
my whole body was shaking.
shaking with disgust.
seriously,
not so weird if you ask me.

and then someone told me you were sad about what i told you about me being disgusted with you.
i replied with 'i dont fucking give a fucking damn about how (thing) feel about me!'
then it hit me back with an instant revelation.

'why would you fucking give a fucking damn about how i think of you anyways?'

all you need to now is
i am disgusted
just dont do anything.
i promise you this.
things WILL NOT go back to yesterday EVER.

like the title of this entry suggest,
and i thank mêlée for such an awesome song with such amazing lyrics.

remember.
d i s g u s t
is spelt with your name.

nice to know. nice to know that you're around.

as promised, let's talk rivermaya.
one of our favourite regional exports were back and they rocked out at dxo@esplanade.
of course,joyce and i had to be there to show some love.
it was our first time experience jayson,
their new lead vocalist perform anyways.

they were really good.
jayson is not only good on vocals.
he was also pleasing to our eyes.
heh heh

though in the middle on the concert,
he spoke a little more than just a few lines of tagalog which made me wonder if he's forgotten he's landed on singapore ground.
yes, there were quite a fair bit of filipino supporters present but still..

anyways,
in my opinion,
jayson is really really..
(fill.in.the.blank.here.)

to be very fair,
here are some sexy photos of jayson.
and.
me.

:D

this is take one.

take two. with a smile.
take three. he decided to be all cute..

happy weekend all you sexy bitches and full-time artists.

you spin my head right round right round.

rivermaya's gig on friday night was awesome but i will go more into that in the next entry.
but for now, let's dedicate this entry to fuel.
some event that was held at the f1 pit building and yes,
samantha ronson was spinning at the vip section.

of course manfred, joyce and i were in the vip section.
ha ha
and extremely big hugs to joyce's friend rling for the passes!

so fuel is boring and time wasting as hell for the first two hours we were there and so manfred and i decided to head to somewhere where we can chillax a little more and dance to more of our favourite tunes.
and so we headed for play while the ladies went to butter factory.

so when we returned,
sam ron have started spinning and excuse me bitches,
she is the bomb.
she was so good you cannot compare her with any other deejays,
that i have been to their set before, that is.
she is that good.
i especially how she mix a r&b song with a pop song and still have them all banging with her beats.

damn i wish she would just stay here and keep spinning.
seriously,
they should have made her stay and asked her to spin at the coming thur's two queens party at play or at superstar tonight.

sam ron made me didnt wanna stop and in fact,
joyce and i in particular just went ahead and made our legs suffer
but we didnt regret.
the music was hot.

cant you believe it?
she made me believe that flo rida's right round is a good song?
ha ha

sam, please come back for another set
i promise i will be there to support
even without lindsay around i know i will enjoy myself.

hee

i never meant to start a war.

so it's the post assessment period now.
and damn why i do i have that many things in school?
i have trouble packing them and bringing them all home.
heh heh

in any case,
it's hello free dom and hello partying for now.
i'm excited.

rivermaya plays at dxo @ esplanade tonight and tomorrow night.
and i'm excited to watch jayson, the new vocalist do his thang.
of course the other three mad crazy studs!
ha ha

it's gonna be a good day.
the start to the brilliant weekend.

did i say samantha 'lindsay lohan' ronson is popping by too?
yea, tomorrow night she'll be spinning at fuel.

i'm actually very looking forward to meet the pussycat dolls kimberly and ashley of the dolls.
june seemed kinda empty for people to tour around our region.
hello universal music?
alesha dixon, PLEASE?
kuala lumpur got the saturdays anyways!

a r g h !

and it'll be sawadee-krap soon as well!!
things are looking good.
:D

okayy,
stomach's growling and pressing me for food.

www.twitter.com/danielloo that's me.
tweet me k? i feel lonely.

i will do it all over again.

"Our Medical Officer is still reviewing your laboratory results. There was a technical glitch in the system, hence a slight delay in reviewing of the laboratory results. Rest assured that we are following up on your case and will inform you of your PES grading via a Summary of Medical Status."

and that was what i got from cmpb when i emailed them asking what happened to my pes status and my enlistment details.
seriously, not that i am very excited about entering my two year chalet but it's been close to two months and apparently, every male around me in school has gotten their enlistment dates.
awwwww...

but in any case,
im glad that things with the specialist are fine.
i've been 'discharged' as according to my form/card thingy.
it says i am perfectly well and do not need further check ups and appointments anymore..
heh
sounds good cause it means it's almost time to party.
sounds bad cause i wouldnt be 'down-pes' for national service.
ahh damn!

so assessment is in under five days and at the speed im going,
it's like assessment is in two months.
it's not that im slow.
just that everyone else is kinda zoom zoom fast lighting speed.
but we'll do fine.
printmakers are always the first in line to get axed by the lecturers and assessors.
bloody hell.

so,
samantha ronson is headed for our shores.. NEXT SATURDAY!!
wheeeeee!!
apparently,
amalina, manfred and myself are VERY keen on going to her set when she spins.
i wonder if a particular lohan lady will be in the crowd..
i do hope so..
talk about one stone killing two birds huh.

i still am trying to sort out plans for holidays.
langkawi prices just shot up sky high and im pissed.
bangkok with jamie seem promising now.

next step,
i need to get a j o b .

alright, time to stop typing and partey within school compound.
heh

just a few more days..

let's get excited, i'm so excited!

i always get very excited when either tiger airways, jetstar or airasia send me email promotions.
especially now that things are wrapping up with school.
putting aside the physical health threat that i'm in,
i still am very looking forward to be flying off to somewhere else in the very near future.
let's say..
langkawi?
anyone who've been there?
heh

in case you didnt know or havent heard,
temperature checks at nafa is hideous.
security guards doubled up as 'nurses' is disgusting.
one.
they are rude.
two.
they touch you for no good reasons like as if i'm deaf and i cant hear them say 'student pass!!!!!'
that made me pretty annoyed with those idiots.
and that pratically put me off to even go down to the canteen for lunch yesterday.
did i mention that they even locked up all the doors in the school?
like, h e l l o ?
temperature checks?
security guards?
get real nurses, please!
hot ones would be much appreciated, thank you very much.
i just wanna bring lots of food to school and never have to leave the printmaking workshop to avoid any unnecessary contacts with those idiots, yes, the security guards.
and ohh!
i seriously think their thermometer or whatever you call that medical instrument which you use it to point on someone's forehead and you'll know the person's temperature, is faulty.
they allowed people who were running fever in.
like 38.8°C??

seriously,
thank god for the remaining under two weeks!
otherwise i'm so fucked!

heh

bottomline is,
i really dont like the security guards.
or rather, i just dont have luck with security guards!

there's an endless storyy.

the time was 1442hrs. when sis and i walked into the main entrace of alexandra hospital,
took our temperature and filled up a form.
then we stood in front of the emergency department.
took temperature, filled up a form again.

having to wait for over an hour before being seen by one of the doctors,
i was told i have 'pretty bad chest infection'.
it was so bad the doctor actually fixed an appointment date for me to be seen by a specialists in under 2 weeks.
am i scared?
d u h !

never would i have dreamt that this day would come falling upon me.
a merely twenty year old.
oh wells,
viruses attack irregardless of your age, race, sex and looks.

anyways,
the tear down of the exhibition was indeed infuriating.
i dont blame anyone.
correction,
i blame irresponsibility and i blame the fucking heck-care attitude.
and i told jasmine that the one big reason why i didnt get well so easily could be because i have been talking about people behind their backs.
but thing is,
if there were to appear in front of me,
i would say the same thing to their faces too.
so.. ilogical eh..
oh well..

anyways,
in case you've been following greek,
yes the america television series..
it's starting to get hot.
and heroes is even hotter.
gossip girl...
they made me expect too much and when they dont meet my expectations,
i feel cheated.
heh

finallyy..

i'm mad that the saturdays is going to kuala lumpur!
:(

and i'm thankful for the blessings.

first of all,
thank you all you who joined rischka, das, jasmine, chien ling, emilyn and myself at our t/print exhibition opening last thursday.
to whoever who attended,
i really appreciate your presence and for those who didnt,
and it really mean a lot to the six of us.
and for those who might have forgotten about it,
well, you can start making plans since it will only end on may 1st!
yes, extended to may 1st!!
and guess what?
if you do go on may 1st,
you'll get to see me!
:D

anyways, here are some photos from the opening night!
thank you serena, gracia, tiffany tay and eleanor for documenting everything that night!

here are the six of us with our sunflowers!
thank you eleanor, gracia, serena and tiffany!


thank you for coming! :D

signing off!

here's one of our BIG family from the printmaking group.

heh heh
please, tell me you're very jealous.

haha

more photos in the next entry!
need to start stealing on facebook..
:P

it's time to start the countdown.

okayy,
so the t/rint opening was indeed a success.
and i personally cannot thank enough people on the list.
so whoever you are,
thank you very much and you do know i love you many many.

haha

anyways,
as much as i am "scared" about the final assessment.
yes, the F I N A L assessment,
i am looking forward to its ending.
hahaha

okayy,
pop the champagne!

here's to t/print!

everytime i turn around..

i think i need to go on a holiday by myself to clear my thoughts, to clear my mind.
i think i just need a little time off.
i dont think i am stress from school.
maybe i am but i know that is not the biggest cause.

a r g h , much!

i need to sleep.
just lie on the bed and fall asleep.


i wish i dont have to wake up.

this is a serious post.

see y'all there hot sexy mams and paps!

you can talk all you want but my skin is really thick!

so the on-off fever thingy came back to me all over again.
with the whole body ache symtoms.
flu and cough came by as well.

if this persist,
i might have to say hello to the hospital again.
i'm afraid i might be suspected as a case of 'dengue fever' all over again.

a r g h , much.

did i mention i have these two ulcers in my mouth also?
seriouslyy, not funny.
and the both of them had to be best friends, best neighbours
grew next to each other.
seriously, seriouslyy,
not funnyy.

anyways,
if you havent hears daniel powter's new album, you should.
it's a pretty sad album but i feel that he has pored out more emotions on this one as compared to the first one, which was a bloody big hit all over the world.
so promoters, warner, when is he heading our way?

kaiser chiefs are a whole bunch of happy idiots.
i enjoy and adore meeting them.
they are so nice you wont even think they are so huge in the uk.
then again,
it's always the friendly ones who actually make it.
maybe madonna is friendly too, just.. maybe?

craig david's promoters pulled a joke which is not funny.
i shall not talk about it before my bloody level boils till it reach sky high.

exhibition coming up.
anyone who would like to donate,
please contact me at oolleinad@gmail.com
in cash or in kind.
we are a bunch of very poor art students.
and this is out first show and we are all very excited about it.
lovers, check your facebook account for more information.
haters, you are invited too cause we are nice.

okayy medicine kicking in.
time to head on to la la land.

speak to y'all on twitters k?
tweet me at www.twitter.com/danielloo

happy easter weekend, me. out.

to relate to.

"you can't make it feel right
when you know that it's wrong
i'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
so I'm already gone.."

- kelly clarkson 'already gone'

"picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
but i know, it's never really over.."

- kelly clarkson 'sober'

just dance, gotta be okayy.

hello april.
(the month, not my lecturer)
the month when we will be very tense with almost everything.
excitement at its peak for our upcoming exhibition
so much to do but i'm just glad this whole group of us are as united as glue.
so things are done pretty quickly.
and apparently many things didnt work out but it seems like tit's not for the worse.
what. the. heck.
tell me you're gonna be there k?
watch out in your email/facebook for invitation and for more details.

on the last nights of march,
the quick two night kuala lumpur getaway was kinda sweet.
details are left to be reminisce and not to be shared,
so... heh heh

okayy back to april.
let's wave hello to david archuleta, oasis, kaiser chiefs, craig david and rachael yamagata.
i'm not excited for a particular one but i'm excited to meet them in general.
you know what i mean.

selective for stalking.. that's what i constantly tell myself.

last on the list,
i.
miss.
zirca.
already.

if you wanna have some fun.

so the ns check up was today
and i was classified a pes 'D' cause of my parents' medical background and so they need to do a more thorough check before confirming me as either an 'A'/'B' or a 'C'..
i actually thought the medical check up was quite cool.
it was pretty detailed and precise actually.

anyways
critique tomorrow
what i am working towards now is not the fyp
but rather working towards oue printmakers exhibition
heh heh
more details coming your way when things are more concrete
and so i would expect to see one and all there at the exhibition since MOST of you have missed the previous two.

and the countdown for moving east has started.
in about 35 hours,
i'll be calling balam road home.
oh well..
that is before i "move" into the two-year long paid-gym/training/"chalet"..

okayy
i bought quite a lot of things from ikea that needs unpacking and the whole pack-only-what-you-think-you-need-for-the-new-house-into-the-boxes follows.

before i head off,
did i mention we, joyce, manfred, xiangrong and i, met duffy?
yes the one with the voice of a duck breathing on helium.
she's one cute sexay glamorous little thang!

"yeah yeah yeah.."

when the world turned silent.

okay, so this whole packing-up-and-move-to-a-new-place thing is kinda pissing me off.
i have been knocking into things when i get home or in the middle of the night when i wake up to release myself.
and i have accidentally packed some of the most important things inside the boxes.
and i cannot remember which box it is in.

a r g h !

anyways,
in under 9 days,
it's.. HELLO EAST SIDE! :D

did i make you believe i am e x c i t e d ?
yes, i am, in a negative way.
i am excited about living in a smaller house, sharing a room with sis, and having to travel 30 minutes before reaching school and ohh, according to experienced east-siders, joyce and jasmine, my area is jam-prone.

a r g h ! a r g h !

considering my room (currently) looks the most empty,
i realised i do not have a lot to pack and i do not have that little as well..
just when i thought i could get all packed in one weekend,
i have already used 2 weekends and 2 weekdays.
and i am only one-third done.

okayy, back to pack!

a r g h ! a r g h ! a r g h !

going around.

somehow looking at the pictures reminded me of how we used to chat, bitch and gossip
the times when we used to hang out and just enjoy each other's company
of course together with two other usual suspects

i miss you
i miss all the times we would partey our nights away and still be in school the next day looking ultra shagged but we know we've had an awesome time

where is the you i used to know?

i just wished time stood still and we would still be like yesterdays
it's funny i never thought we would drift so far apart

seeing our old pictures makes me smile
and i die just a little on the other side, inside of me

oh well
i cant nag or whine much
happy anniversary my dear.

facebook, not.

in case you miss me too much,
this is for all you sexy bitches who arent on facebook.
heh


i think i'm just bored and i feel kinda contented with the amount of work done today.

okayy, i need my bed now..

hello johor bahru, hello malaysia! :D

after 28 days..

this is a special day.
okayy, i'm very happy.

in case you're wondering why there aint many pictures on here now,
well, check facebook!!
haha

see you on facebook! (i quote from rischka..)

anyone but you.

i remembered the things you said to me before.
you told me to be reminded of the things you told me before and know that everything you told me are nothing but the truth.

i miss you for i love you.

i'm tryna handle all these unpredictability.

hello week seven.
six weeks just flown by and it seems like..
nothing much's been done, like, seriously.
and it's not even funny.

bloody facebook is so addictive.
first i was hooked onto the whole photo tagging thingy,
then the wall-to-wall thing.
then it was pet society craze for a good while and now..
spot the difference and can you spot it.
the inventor really makes people go gaga over them.

heh heh
lady gaga's been spinning in my ears last weekend.
and just the past weekend,
i found a new album to spin.
miss clarkson's new disc is so good i'm glad she's back.
buy a copy of 'all i ever wanted' when it's out on march 10 k?

sonybmg should pay me a sum of money for promoting kelly here.

anyhow,
after two attempts of baking cookies,
apparently,
i've got good comments on the first and even better ones on the second.
i guess i enjoy baking.
it soothes the mind.
and i enjoy it.
i know i'm a boy but.. so?

heh

superstar sunday's been my company on late sunday nights.
it was their third night last night and it was my third visit.
cant believe it.
but i kinda do miss the prices of the alcohol at powerhouse.
h e l l o , o r g a n i s e r s ?
we are all poor starving art students.
do you, mind?
but the music's quite good though..
heh

and so in case you havent heard,
all-american rejects headed our way this friday at zouk.
(lemme hear your 'Y A Y's ?)
jason mraz, indigo girls, red jumpsuit appratus, coldplay, duffy and brian mcknight set for next month.
it makes me wonder who's in the line up for singfest 09.
someone name L A D Y G A G A ?
make every boy happy and every happy boy, happier.
HAHA!

okay, i'm tired
i should sleep now.

dans, the lovegame.

it's been a while.
these days i go into the printmaking workshop and i sit there and talk and talk.
then i will have the sudden urgency which will last no longer than just twenty minutes.

shame.
on.
me.

yes i reminded myself umpteen times that it's only a couple of months before waving my goodbyes to nafa and hello to a two year long, food and shelter provided chalet.

okay, let's not go into that.

come to think of it.
last weekend's valentine's
and it's a little more than a week before march steps in.

hello 2009?
i barely have gotten used to writing the '0-9' behind on my dates and now i am in march.

w o w

i had one of the best valentine's ever.
if not, the best.

:D

i'm a happy boy.
in a happy world.

i feel very random.

maybe i'm just tired.

join me on pet society or spot the difference or geo challenge k?
but if you hit my scores,
stay away from me.

okay, bye. :)

talk that sexy talk to me.

i wanna type something so here i am sitting in front of my computer,
typing random stuff.
i miss playing mahjong.
grad show catalog photoshoot tomorrow.
i am very looking forward to it.
it's like one of the most major things that is happening in all of our lives.
g r a d u a t i o n

the secondary school one wasnt exactly grand and happening.
well, talk about a grad show in the nafa gallery..
hello?
haha

cant wait for the grad show but first,
we need to start somewhere.
where?
start printing.

the consultation with mr boo have kinda opened up a little more than just a few possibilities on how i am going to work on my prints.
well, at least for now.
i just need to get started.
like right now,
i have a few prints but they dont really have any logic behind them.

no i am not feeling rich to waste paint and paper but,
we just gotta start somewhere, dont we?

anyways,
i am very happy.
so, you will see my happy face when i see you.
and this happy face's gonna stay there for a good while,
I AM SURE!
haha.

happy last day of chinese new year!

grant my last request so just let me hold you.

god
never knew i would be so so smitten by you.
wont you just let me hold you all over again?
i wanna go back to that day when everything seemed fine.
though there were a mix of the good and the bad.
they say 'all good things come to an end.'
perhaps having a little bad thing made it last a little longer,
and it might not have to end eventually.
heh

i want my lips on yours.

i know i shouldnt miss you but i cant let you go.

happy chinese 'moo-moo' new year to you and you and you, you and you.
hope you had an awesome time collecting your red packets and counting your dollars.
and to those who've been working hard for yours,
or been just shaking your legs at home,
i hope you had a good rest and an awesome long weekend.

chinese new year, again
for the twentieth time.
pretty much the same as several years ago..
only difference is that fact that we're all grown ups now and we engage in talks from girlfriends/boyfriends to tele shows to national service.
a r g h ?

but i'm happy for how things have turned out but all i wish was the fact that there wasnt any form of recession going on so my red packets would be loaded.
heh
just a random thought.

so there was this couple who walked around naked in holland village some days ago.
i thought that was really brave of them and i have to commend them for their courage.
and cant believe those typical busybodies were busy snapping pictures of them.
how kind.
but i'm glad to read that the couple just ignored them and just continue exhibiting themselves.
seriously, kudos to them!

this kelly clarkson new song is so, so addictive.
in a good and bad way.

okayy let's not go into details.

subconsciously, unseriously, seriously, me.

oh well.
dont ask me why.

i know i've got issues but you're pretty messed up too.

so the trip to johore bahru came pretty easy
and i have to say that the new checkpoint is pretty lame.
i dont understand the whole idea of having me to walk in then turn one round and then have to walk back where i came from..
das noticed that they have purchased some expensive grass to decorate the surrounding of the building..
which makes me wonder why cant they save that money and have built some sort of travellator instead which would make more people happy then just stray dogs and cats..

oh well,
just a thought..
heh

this new kelly clarkson single is kicking ass.
i seriously cant wait for the new album in march.
i cant wait for her to finally promote the single and performing it.
i'm sure she'll give that 200% of energy!
such a strong song, really.
i am such a big fan of her and the songg..

anyways,
i been thinking of what school is about this semester.
it's supposed to be so full on and so intense but i dont even feel the pressure.
and this is making me freak out.
looking at the year twos being so enthusiastic about their work makes my ball shrink.
not forgetting the numerous nights of partying these days.
i feel like something is wrong with my mindset and my thinking.
let's pray this is only the first two week syndrome.
i'm pretty positive now that i am thinking of it this way,
things will get better by monday next week..

another thing,
time to be on time for class.
week one was pretty trashy..
been reaching school bout 30 mins past starting time.
boooooo..

in other news,
some people been asking me what i want..
not that my birthday is nearing but in terms of having someone else to share joy with.
but seriously,
i dont know..
i guess i just wanna hang out and have a great night out partying.
maybe i want more,
maybe there isnt anything i want at all..
i dont know..

i'm such a confused person.
it's a reversible and continuous cycle.

and hide from my pride.

hello to you,
pretentious dr hyde/mr jekyll.

i just thought you are no longer who i think you are.
and i guess i have given up guessing and trying to discover.
dont bother and cant be bothered.
for now, at least.

so i guess after all these while,
i kinda figured out that we are not just "sort of" different but i am rather sure that we are different.
maybe it's just like blair and serena having occasional miscommunications and then without trying very hard to be well, they still get together like sisters and have an awesome time together nonetheless.
will we become like that?
only time will tell.

i dont know where the problem lies or what the problem is to begin with.
i think it's just you.
or could it be just me?

argh.
fuck it.

just leave me alone for a while.
it's been a while and let's just continue this weird relationship we've had.
i just think it'll benefit both you and me.
and there could be a third, fourth or fifth person invovled?
hmmm..

ohh
and please dont think i am jealous of you in anyway
i never was and never will i be.
and.. dont think i hate you,
cause i dont
i just dont even know who you are now to even judge you .
no wait,
i dont judge.

after so much typing, i think i can summarised everything into f o u r words.

i
have
fucked
it.

and i can barely look at you.

what can i say
day two of school,
no school.

:)

happy boy indeed.
weeds-ed, then ugly betty-ed.
then lunch with income colleagues.
very happy to see their faces again.
maybe i should pop by there every now and then to piss people who hate me more.
like the asshole and that rude bitch.
god i wish people like that would extinct.
like i've mentioned before,
2009 is my year to screw people's lives around.
hah!
watch out, bitches.

anyways,
i miss partying and drinking and getting high and drunk already.
and it's only been two days of non-alcohol
godd.
i am such an alcoholic.

anyways,
day one in school is kinda fun with all the catching up and the bitchings.
i kinda like our new lecturer for graduation seminar.
she has a whole list of things planned out and we dont have any more theory for this semester.
i am excited about the whole thing..
and on the other hand,
i am dreading the national service thingy.

i wish i'd get knocked down by some kinda truck and then i will break about 50 bones so i would have a golden ticket to free pass this whole thing.

nah, just a thought.

i still love myself and i wanna be broken bones free.

i am so hooked onto this band called cash cash.
they make me smile to myself like an idiot cause their songs are so catchy and so dancy.
and i am also hooked onto this band called owl night.
their smooth male and female vocals makes me melt.
their lyrics are so relatable..

aww..

in other feelings/expressions/news,
i dont know what to say to you.
i feel our relationship is getting very complex.
seems like i have so much to tell you but i dont feel it being right to talk to you now.
seems like we have sort of lost all of our common interest and have given it all up for.. boys?

i'm lost..

today's a gift and not a given right.

i am starting to think back of these baby days of 2009.
it's been good, very good infact.

the first few days were spent in hong kong..
what beautiful natural air-conditioning they have there and as soon as i was getting used to the hong kong weather, crowd and food,
i was already on the plane heading home to hot and humid and sorta-rainy singapore..

but it was a really nice getaway i must sayy.
:)

anyways,
it's thursday already!

gonna party so hard like there's no tomorrow over the weekends!
HAHAH

school on mondayy..
a r g h ?

BYE BYE 2008!!

happy 2009 everyone.
:D

to those who have been in and out of my life of 2008,
and to those who have tried to screw up my life in 2008,
and those who have hurt me or cursed me in 2008,
i hereby make a public statement..
i forgive you..

cause in 2009,
it's gonna be my turn!!
HAHA!!

nah, just kidding..

i'm a nice person..

but seriouslyy,
2008 have lots of memories,
both good and bad.
but i shall look forward to the future.
leave the past in the past.
and let bygones be bygones.

2009's gonna be wicked and it's gonna be a blast for me..
looking at things that are planned..
hardcore printmaking from jan all the wayy to may-ish june..
graduating in may/june.
grad show in june..
jamie's coming back in june..
turning 21 in august..
then off to my two year chalet in sept (i think?)..

and in between,
with lots and lots of sex!
HAHAHAHA!!

okayy..
gotta runnnnn...

happy 2009 again!!
party on me y'all!!
:P

try to leave a light on when i'm gone..

i have decided to do a double post todayy.
what occasion could be more exciting to have a double post than on new year's day anyway?

let's divert the mood a little..

this entry is dedicated to a someone i wish have found peace wherever she is.
all you need to know now is that the fact that you've been missed, much by many.

dear you.

i was just wondering..
wondering about a few things actually.
what were you thinking when you were up above?
were you glad that you made such a decision or were you scared of the heights?
what were you thinking when you were on the way down anyways?
were you regretting your mistake and half wishing superman would come and save your day or did you think it was what you have planned to do all along?
i just dont understand why you didnt spare a thought for the people who love, loved, care for and cared for you.
but since what done cannot be undone..
i wish you have found your guardian angel..
found your peace and never regretted what you've done.

come to think of it,
i kinda miss you when you would push the table so close to my hands and then have my hands stuck in between our two tables.
hah
now that's close to six years ago..
i kinda miss calling you the 'ah ma' in our clique way back in lower secondary..

well..
sorry i got a little rough and perhaps i was just saying what i wanna say out..

in any case,
may you rest in peace with my deepest heartfelt condolences.

yours truly..

and to the rest of you,
easyy easyy.
big fat hugs for all of you.