you are my last, my first.

i am on such a beyonce high i hate myself.
haha
from if i were a boy to halo to ave maria to single ladies to diva to sweet dreams..
god..
i cant believe i type all those without even stopping.
i am sasha fierce, too..
heh heh

anyways,
hope y'all had a great christmas.
i certainly did.
best of all,
the friday when everyone was back in office to work,
i was sleeping the hours away.
lazing in bed and greek-ing.
best of the best,
partying almost non stop
and now i still feel the craziest in my mind, body and soul.
HAHA!
it was that bad..
but i had such a great time especially at play.
bumped into marcus with vincent and his boo.

i cant wait for the next night out with farouk.
it's always madness and craziest whenever we're out.

did i mention the christmas night out with yvonne and her poly friends along with manfred, zan, lina, corissa and lina was a blast too?
boat quay then tantric.
a w e s o m e . . .

cant believe 2008 is coming to an end.
i am having mixed feelings about it.
it's a bitter sweet feeling.
somehow i want it to end quickly for i know 09 would be better
and someone i just wanna party the remaining '08 nights away in style.
hahaha
in style means.. getting drunk over and over again..
just like dan and vanessa, blair and nate, serena and jenny from the gossip girl book..

in case you're wondering,
yes i am at work,
and yes i am working and blogging at the same time.
who says i cant multi-task?
haha

last but not least,
i love myself for being crazy.
and i hate myself for not taking leave on the coming fridayy..

argh.
maybe, just maybe i should go on medical leavee..
HAHA!

see yall on facebook!

you be the queen, i'll be the clown.

so this past week's been pretty challenging for me.
was down with a fever and some other pretty typical sicknesses.
but this time around,
the fever escalted non stop and then fluctuated like the stock market.
and worst of all,
was almost being kept in the hospital for "further tests and examinations"..
well, i was being suspected of being down with the bloody dengue.
whatever it is,
i am all back to 36.9°C..

two days to christmas.
what are you guys doing?

i was planning to head up to bangkok since everything's pretty much cheaper than usual and considering it's the holiday season,
i thought of just treating myself to something nice and rewarding..
but shame thai airways and singapore air both just dont have an empty seat for me to fly there..
so, i might be heading up to kuala lumpur..
fingers crossed..

just dont wanna stay in singaporee..

i am so in love with the nonya show on tele.
ralph called me auntie todayy..

in other news,
for the first time..

i hate work.

but we're stuck where we are..

i know i havent been updating this space but it's just that work is getting not too easy these days.
and some one-of-a-kind insects need to be there to help screw other's life upside down.
oh well..
office politics and the lack of communication skills.
how i sympathy these tiny wee flies..

anyhoo,
according to eleanor,
i havent been posting pictures here and true enough,
it's been over a month of updates without pictures..

and so,
i have decided to post up some overdued pictures from two saturdays ago when i met yvonne and jiayu after close to six months!
oh my god, right?
haha
im not sure bout the other two,
but i had an awesome time with them.
the bitchings, the catching up and the what-is-going-on-with-your-life-right-now kinda thingg.
truly bliss..
if only there were less absentees.
heh heh

in case you havent realised,
i do love myself a little too much...
which resulted in these....
HAHA!!

in case you're wondering where the background were,
it's the newly opened city reservoir,
marina barrage!
:D

such a beautiful scene...

more photos from work, serena's tv party....
SOON!

happy birthday mum.

the one who gave me life.
the one who taught me the good and the bad.
the one who've always been there for me.
the one whom i call my mum..

happy birthday, gorgeous.

i run away.

these days i have been thinking too much.
crazy randoms running through my head.
i wish i was stronger than this.
i wish i knew how to be strong, really.
there are so many things i doubt.
so many things i am afraid of telling,
or am i just scared of them all?
things i am trying to run away from.
or do i not have the courage to just open up my eyes?
words that were meant to be spoken are being kept deep down inside.
or am i just hoping things would turn out the other way?

i wish everything i feel would be written all over my face but i have chosen a mask.
or have they been shown but to no avail?

no matter what it is,
life still go on.
it could be a good thing and at the same time it is bad.

sounding as confusing and contradicting as i can be..
maybe,
someday..
someday i will understandd..

god britneyy, i love you.

the lights, the camera, the action.

i feel dumb.
and please dont ask me why.
i have no answers myself.
just a random thought.

anyways,
these days my life's been pretty much,
nothing-to-exciting.
just work, work and workk.
cant believe i signed up for gallery sitting for the weekends.
haha
in other words,
it means more income.
heh

in case you havent realised,
manfred, joyce and i were featured on the new paper again last week.

i think they should just have us featured on a monthly basis and then pay us.
haha
and then pay us to go stalk.

yes, wishful thinkingg.

but in any case,
face book doesnt appeal to me much now.
must be the fact that i look at the computer screen for over 8 hours everyday at workk.
and when you come home,
you just wanna rest your eyes..

but that doesnt stop me from youtubing and "analysing" new music..
:P

nickleback's, akon's and kanye west's latest are worth spinning.
not quite a fan of the killer's latest effort.

in fact,
i am bloody hooked onto nickleback's and lady gaga's albums.
haha

last but not least..
i wanna go on a holi-holidayy!

and i wanna get drunk all over again..

blissssssss..