Saturday, May 31, 2008

gone in anotherr.

in this life,
things come and they go.
plans change not to what we expect it to be.
but it not neccessary is a bad thing.
sometimes we wish things would go back to what they were like when two unknown individual first met.
sometimes we just like the way how special we feel at a particular moment.
as mentioned, it's a moment.
sometimes they last, but usually, they dont.
they happened, and time just past and the moment is gone.
but it's a blessing that it actually happened.
at least you know things like that dont only happen in movies and tele shows.

i respect you, your replies and your answers.
it's always fun to be around you.
you always say and do things which are hilarious that no matter how bad my day was,
just standing next to you puts a wide smile on my face.
i thank you for all the wonderful things we're shared.
the nice food, nice late nights and those wonderful conversation.
as they say.. 'good things come to an endd.'
it did.

but it ended on a pretty light note.
i stunned myself at how fine i am after receiving the replyy.

i guess it's just the amazing part about dating and not hurrying ourselves in a relationship.
we got to know each other then slowly undiscover little by little.
but unfortunately, as time passes,
it's just a one way street.

i'm glad we met.
at least our paths crossed, but unfortunately not in that way i wished it would.
but i am thankful for everything that had happened this past week.
be it positive or negative.
thinking back, it still puts a smile on my face.
though i've never thought i would be shedding tears, i did.

i thank god for putting you in my life and let me realise whatever i want in my better half is alive and that it is possible.

i miss ace, your chiwhawha.

maybe i should stop thinking of all these things now and start letting myself go.
let things happen.
dont hope nor wish.
just take life easy.
i might bump into 'the one' at god-knows-where and god-knows-how.

maybe i should just resign myself to fatee..
and life would be much simpler then.