these days i have been thinking too much.
crazy randoms running through my head.
i wish i was stronger than this.
i wish i knew how to be strong, really.
there are so many things i doubt.
so many things i am afraid of telling,
or am i just scared of them all?
things i am trying to run away from.
or do i not have the courage to just open up my eyes?
words that were meant to be spoken are being kept deep down inside.
or am i just hoping things would turn out the other way?
i wish everything i feel would be written all over my face but i have chosen a mask.
or have they been shown but to no avail?
no matter what it is,
life still go on.
it could be a good thing and at the same time it is bad.
sounding as confusing and contradicting as i can be..
maybe,
someday..
someday i will understandd..
god britneyy, i love you.