i wanna be where i was and just stay there.
i just want to go back to yesterdays before all those shit accusations occur.
those were good times.
and good things always come to an end.
like what zhou 'sotong ball' rui told me.
we humans always yearn for something we cannot have.
after much deep thoughts about it,
i kinda agree to it.
i think i've been a bloody idiot who's just been hoping for things to turn out differently.
i have all the reasons in the world to hate it and leave it.
somehow,
i am not doing that.
in fact,
i want the opposite.
i think i'm just dumb.
these days i've been feeling kinda down with all random thoughts and hopes.
people come and people go.
no one ever seem to just stay on with me and fight the fight with me.
i am not wishing for another someone in my life.
but i am just hoping for something sweet would happen.
it not necessarily have to be something romantic.
sighh.