.fullstop.

to be completely honest,
i am quite proud of myself for not having to repeat my history of south east asian arts.
that is a huge huge blessing, really.
passing the essay with a 'C' is super satisfying.

so.. one module that i was worried for,
has come officially come to a fullstop.

and this is week seven.
final week in school before next week's assessment.
okayy, nothing much have been completed for painting and for drawing.
i think i will start staying back tomorrow.
wait.. do i even have a choice?
haha.

started today feeling rather happy.
until someone have to come and spoil it.
then after lunch, after painting class,
history class was surprisingly peaceful.
could be the fact that i passed the module.
heh heh.
then after that, two more people have to come and spoil it further.

bloody hell y'know.

watched rischka's juno last night.
godd. i should have watched it in the cinemas.
such a nice show.
i like ellen page (juno) and her boyfriend in the movie.
they look super dumb and cute.
it's one of those chillout-and-relax movie.
so.. obviously, nothing was done yesterdayy.

oops!

i am betting that this week is sooo gonna be so so good.
even with those stones and weeds along the wayy.
sunday's eleanor's 20th celebration at...
MCDONALD'S!!
it's soo excitiing i cant even describe it!
the last mcdonald's birthday celebration i went to was...
a good ten years ago i think?

and guess what we've planned to do after birthday celebration?

you might have guess it right..
back to school for more intense rushing of work.

haha.

i think even though i am losing some of my space to eleanor,
i still love her.
cause she is capable of being super lame and super funny at the same time.
and looking at her for one whole day doesnt annoys you.
she is just funny on her own.
which is a complimentt.
haha.

public holiday on.. thursday?!
no wonder there are so many madonna-themed parties tomorrow.

okayy.. i feel good.
so i should reward myself..
by sleeping early tonightt.

heh heh heh.

night night.

ssssssstereophonicssssss.

what can i say.

the only stalking in april..

but it went all sooo well.

so well that it was so hard to imagine.

so the boys from stereophonics flew in today..

they were looking so fine i tell you.

manfred and i both agreed that they looked fantastic and to me,

lead singer, kelly jones was the hottest.

short, brunette, brown eyes and the way he talks can melt a million hearts.

haha.

okayy,

i'm talking nonsense..

managed to get a total of six sets of autographs with five on big fan, dasimah's albums,

one full set of photos with one extra one with kelly..
heh heh heh.

'nuff said, here they are..

kelly 'damn-damn-hot' jones.

richard jones.

and.. this is manfred's hot stereophonics guyy..

javier weyler.

okayy, till then..

week six, fullstop.

one more week to assessment.
two more to holidays.

and to be completely honest,
i havent quite felt that you-know-what kinda excitement and craziness.
which explains why i've been home early this week.
in terms of early, i mean i got home before the sun sets.
and have been actively catching up on americas next top model, girlicious and heroes..
it's funny cause everyone else is sorta rushing their work.
not that i have completed mine but i just know what i gotta do
and i dont wanna stress myself out just to make sure i do a good job.
ehhh.. shamelessssss...
i know rightttt.
HAHA!!

i think i get pissed off easily these days.
which is pretty bad thing i guess.
i jumped into conclusions and i just alienate myself out whenever i sense something negative/ something against me.
oh wells.

today marks the 'let's-all-bitch-about-ex-boyfriends-and-girlfriends' day.
it was hilarious when we first targeted tiffany then it went aroundd.
apparently, wendy got her first boyfriend when she was.. 12?
oh my god rightt..
it was funny to hear from people you dont usually mingle with but i thought was quite interactive considering when you get to see the person from a different perspective.
all in all, it was all fun and i still think tiffany is damn funny.
she and her third 'monkey-lookalike' ex-boyfriend.
i was the best of all.
i did none bitchings except asking more questions about the restt.
maybe cause they're all sick of my stories?
HAHA!!

looking at my collection of movie ticket stubs..
so far for the year of 2008,
i've only watched one movie.
one missed call on jan 19th with j.ferguson.
i mean.. OH MY GOD!
cant believe it.
there are so many movies i wanna watch but never got the chance to actually go into the theatres to catch them.
then again.. are there any good upcoming films?
caught the 'over her dead body' trailer on the bus today.
i think it's one of those chillout, laugh-it-all-out shows.
i wanna catch that.
eva longoria is in it too..
which is a major plus.
heh heh
anyone interested to catch that?

okayy..
it's a friday.
but i need my bed more than ever.
so.. good night y'all!

have a great weekend..
guess what i'm gonna do?
it's school related about 85% of the time.
haha.

back on trackk.

okayy,
based on the very reliable sources of mine,
SINGfest is sooooooo gonna happen this year again!!!!
WHOOOOO-HOOO!!
and it's back BIGGER than ever!!

not one, not two but THREEEEEE DAYSSS!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!

let's hope they bring the feeling, the veronicas, paramore here.
HAHA!!

i am sooooooo soooooo excited i can hardly describe!!

okayy,
reality check,
back to flash..
BOOOOOOOO!!

you know who you are.

yes, you know who you are.

one.
to me honest, not just one.
a handful of them.
i wonder why and why and why.
so confused.
since you've already made up your mind long ago why act like you're confused about what you want.
one is super hardcore, one is super willing to learn and the other is super slow in doing things.
what they have in common is the fact that they have the power of persuasion to have their deadline entended.
but it's okayy.
the one who will decide from july is very fair.
i have faith in him.

two.
why is it that people i want to talk to never talks to me.
and when we talk.
there's nothing solid there.
i feel like a river of running water.
passing by this rock and onto the other.
where are those things and words that would make me happy.
i am losing it.
my name is daniel loo.
and i am a chinese, singaporean.
i'm sorry jealousy pisses you off.
take it or leave it.

three.
this is with regards to those irritants who think they are very important.
i wish i did slap you.

i have no clue where did this anger come from.
i am just pissed off.

ARGH!!

casual significancee.

"give me one good reason why we can't just press rewindd.."

- mariah carey 'for the record'

in case you're wondering,casual significance refers to some song lyrics which i can relate to at a particular moment.

obviouslyy.

i'm so so glad i'm done with the damn history presentation.
and i've emailed it to her.
so.. as of now,
case closed for history.
it will resume next tuesday when judgement day arrive.
i think of it and i wanna just go and sleep.
yes, it's that bad!

anyways,
monday monday mondayy.
what can i sayy..
it's always six hours of lesson planned but only let's say two hours was in used?
for today,
only one.
shihan, amalina, rischka and i went to plaza singapura for lunch and we shopped at carrefour.
such a happy day.
i think next week, our final week,
let's do the same..
haha.

okayy, enough of school.

i think my mum is leading a very happy life.
which i am very proud of her.
she just got back from this pot luck partyy her friend had organised.
how exciting right?
her son was at home, trying to do his powerpoint slides,
having cornflakes for dinner and she was having such good time.
butttt..
i'm happy for her.
rather see her being occupied with friends than to see her at home,
having nothing to do and start complaining and nagging about the little things.
ha ha ha.
y'all know what i meann.
=P

andd.
both friday and satruday night was awesome.
play was as playful as always.
highlights being..
i was drunk...
lowlights..
ARGH!!
obviouslyy, i wont go into details.
for obvious reasonss..

alrighty,
i hope the remaining days of this week will be good.
fingers crossed.

speaking of which,
today i got a call from dannie (from one of those employment agencyy)
and told me there's a job for me.
WHOOOOO HOOOOO!!
=P
let's hope i get that also.
for a month at least..
oh well..

okayy,
i shall go and continue my girlicious tv showw.

catch y'all later!

casual significancee.

"i know that he loves me cause told me soo.
i know that he loves me cause his feelings showw...
i know that he loves me cause its obvious.
i know that he loves me cause its me he trusttt.."

- destiny's child 'brown eyes'



in case you're wondering,casual significance refers to some song lyrics which i can relate to at a particular moment.

oh well.

as life goes on,
one friday was gone.
how quickly time flies.
dammit.

but i did have a pretty good night out at play
with manfred, farouk and lester.
lester and his cap guy.
farouk and his cambodia guy.
manfred and his chinese boy.
me?
well, i swing alone.
haha.

anyhoo,
going back to school today was pretty good actually.
i did my monday drawing work,
which i think is kinda ugly but i'm still gonna submit.
cause we only need to hand in five of 10 that we've done this term.
soo,
i'm gonna submit my series of 'dapping' works.
haha.

assessment assessment..

and it makes me wonder how many classes for the upcoming july intake will be.
it seems like they have an entrance test every saturday.
apparently,
they're also earning loads of money from it..

nafa, nafa..
what a money making COMPANY.

okayy,
enough of bitchings on this beautiful saturday evening.

guess what i'm gonna do?

i'm heading out..
to play, again, yes again.

have a good one, y'all!

fridayy!!

today have been awesome day!
lovin' friday.

so glad that week five came to and end on such a high note.

to top it off with a cute little cherry,
i'm gonna go play later.
haha.

reality check..
saturday,
back to school to do drawing.
after which,
presentation slides.

sunday,
presentation slides and flash.

boooo.

okay okay,
let's take a step at a timee.

=P

have a great weekend.

nafa, DAMN NAFA!!

so, the assessment criteria shit is out.
looking at it,
the only shitty thing is..
that we have to submit our five-sketches-a-day-sketchbook for painting class.
DAMN!
god knows when was the last time i did and god knows where my sketchbook is.
shucks!

so, next week onwards,
we'll be working on the two final projects for monday's rubbish/waste-time class.
and for painting.

i'm actually quite excited.
excited to get this year over and done with.
for good.
the last semester, or rather last term wasnt this crazy.
i wonder why.
i guess it's just the fact that i go back to school on almost every saturdays this term.
yes, my life is quite sad.

next step is to get a job.
i wish someone, somewhere would hire me.
fingers crosssed..

anyways,
i am so so sick and tired of digital media.
i seriously wonder why in the hell they want us to learn this shizz.
as if we dont have enough hurdles to jump over.

fact is..
i'm glad essay is over.
no, half over.
apparently, that woman still wants to "ask us questions in two weeks, after she's finished marking.."
jus so "to help us improve our grades."
i mean..
'are you for real? are you kidding me?'
who'd still remember?
we aint you.
and i dont even remember what i had for breakfast last wed.
you know what i mean?

seriously, as the subject suggest,
DAMN NAFA!!

they can be quite screwed up, seriously.
(i can hear amalina go 'er.. what's the quite doing there?')

okayy,
back to reality.
back to flash.

ARGHH!!!

cheap thrill. heh heh.

this is probably one of my earliest post.
honestly.
haha.

so, manfred, afizah and i went to plaza singapura for dinner with eleanor on saturdayy.
and she had to run cause she was working.
so..
we paid her a visit and we started trying on those nice shades in the shop.
this is my favourite!
haha!

red raybans!
WHOOOOOOOO!

who would be nice enough to buy me these for my coming twentieth birthday?
=P

and yes,
i got a haircut as well.

haha.

okayy,
off to school for now!!

family?

question:
what is family?

i regretted what i did.
for keeping stuff in MY room,
in MY drawer.
dammit.
should have been less careless and bring my stuff wherever i go.


to you.
sometimes i wonder what i'm doing in YOUR house.
but dont worry.
it will not be yours soon.
it will be mdm tan's and ms loo's.
guess what?
that's gonna happen in a matter of months.

would you like to me chased out or would you like to take your leave personally?
i mean..
please be less thick-skinned and just go?
just leave us.
i dont want you to be in my sight.
take it as i'm begging you.
please.. PLEASEEEE..
GO!
get oout.
get out of my life.

i have officially hate you after a series of things you did.
and for things i wish you did.
and also for things you did not do.

but i will forgive you.
for i forgive my enemies.

whatever it is,
just leave.

thank you.

yours sincerely,
your son.


anyhoo
on a lighter note..

i bumped into NAT HOOOOO!!!
at bras basah, filming!!
WHOOOOOOOOOO!
life couldnt get more amazing than this.
he is damn hot.
he is 'the' only one who has small eyes, who is tall whom i think is damn cute.
if only i didnt feel so excited melted so badly when he turned and looked at me.
i would have gotten a photo with him..
never mind.
he's local.
there's other chances.
HAHA.

anyways,
suntec-ed with amalina and rischka after class.
first purchase from cotton on today.
not bad not bad.
they've got nice plain tees.
thing is..
they're cheap.
haha.
twenty fucken bucks for two.
and you can get an umbrella or a pair of flip flops for 5 bucks with any purchase!
awesome right?
no i'm not being paid promotingg.
haha.

andd.
i havent done anything AT ALL (school related) since i got back.
which is..
"awesomeeee"
digital media just doesnt interest me.
AT ALL.
i went to register for assessment and we had to do this lecturers and modules evaluation thingy.
and so i wrote..
"we dont have digital media class in year three right? PLEASE TAKE IT OUT IF THERE IS! I BEG OF YOU!!"
HAHAHA!

okayy.
assessment in three weeks..
which in other words mean..
HOLIDAYS IN FOUR!!
WHOOOOOOOO!

okayy,
i need my bed for now.

d assab should be on his way back home.
yay!

okay, bye!

woot woot!

woot woot!!
guess what?
I AM DONE WITH MY HISTORY ESSAY!!
OMFG!
i mean.. FINALLYY!!
finally i'm done!
cant believe i'm done.
i am smiling to myself.
too bad you cant see.
haha.

after keeping myself at home last night,
stopping the temptations to not go to play
and mugging till about 3,
and another three hours today,
i'm done!

next up,
digital media's flash.
SHIT!
i have literally nothing to play with,
which means,
i'm almost screwed.
i thought of going for a short nap.
okayy,
i think i shall get started with flash soon.
in an hour's time.
HAHA.

and so i sidetracked while woring on the essay with the tenth cycle of america's next top model.
nothing amazing.
but i think this season has more bitches than the previous ones.
so..
thats the key to keep me staying glued onto it.
haha.

shit!
i'm so damn tempted to go to powerhouse tonight also!
especially after listening to mariah's album!
DAMN!

essays are boo boos

essays are indeed boo boos i tell you.
we are not the typical students that you get who studies english, mathematics, sciences, law, medicine or engineering.
why the hell ask us to do those stupid 1500 - 2000 words essays?
honestly speaking,
i have better things to waste my time on.
i think i would prolly have aced it if there were a topic about contemporary pop music.
as for that,
i would gladly write an essay.
okayy,
even an essay a week,
i would put in my best effort weekly, seriously.
from britney to mariah to paris.
how interesting.
haha.

okayy,
wishful thinking on my own.

so,
this morning started off with this ray of sunlight shining on my face.
woke up, work further on the essay, shower.
and just when i step out of the bathroom,
it started to roar.
the next thing i know,
it rained,
monkeys, donkeys and chipanzees.
bloody hell.
so here i am stucked here in my room,
waiting for the rain to turn into drizzle.

anyways,
i really liked the natasha bedingfield's pocketful of sunshine album.
if you get the chance,
go download buy it when it's out.
it's worth listening to.
she is so deep i tell you.
haha.

and ohh!!
kelly clarkson's new demo's have been leaked on the net.
i am sooo lovin' her new sounds.
pop with a touch of blues.
i mean for the four songs i've heard at least.
so let's hope this fourth album would be a success for miss clarkson.
i am still waiting for her to head our way when she start to tour again.
been waiting since 2005.

okayy okayy,
i think i shall go and watch some youtube videos while waiting for the rain to get slghter.
let's see..
colbie? natasha? or sugababes?
i think i will natasha bedingfield.
haha.

andd!
did i mention that i will be spending my weekend at home,
trying to finish some of the countless assignment.
nonetheless,
have a blessed weekend y'all!

punch your face!

so this week's painting was a mess.
so i have decided not to choose this painting as one of the three for assessment.
what a smart move right?
then again,
i only came to this conclusion after i have put on so much paint on it.
booo.

and paints are damn bloody expensive now.
i wonder if they'll give art students,
majorly the fine arts student like a loyalty program thingy.
not like the art friend ones.
having 10% discount is better than having none
all cause of the 7% gst they slap you with after the whole deduction.
dammit.

enough of school-related shit,
for the time beingg.

and damn,
i am becoming more and more broke.
i am still hoping i'd have enough to go to redang.
haha.
you know sta replied me with a pretty good package so i guess we might get that one.
but gotta plan with manfred and see how.
shame krabi and bintan are fully booked!

anyways,
remember the damn lizard which likes to say 'hi' during my bath time?
it came out today again.
bloody hell.
gave me a shock of my life.
it shocked me more when i had just opened my eyes from shampooing my hair.
argh!
someone just kill it!!

okayy,
i am off target by two hours.
need my beauty sleep for now.

have a good thursday!

ARGHH!!

you know.
this is week four of the seven week term.
and it's been pretty crazy.
i have things piling up and i am so so lazy.
one big reason.
i dont like what i have to do.

digital media flash project 2
which i have started but what i've done is actually better said as 'i havent started at all.'
it's just shitty.
i cant imagine i have to go through all these pain all over again.
to top it all off,
there's still the fucken history essay and the damn presentation which i screwed up the first time.
and unfinished paintings in the studio are the best icing ever to the cake.

honestly,
i wish there'd be another twenty four hours a day.
just for these three weeks.
then assessment,
then holidays.

i wish something or someone could motivate me to be less lazy.

ARGH!!

someone, hello?

okayy,
i need to sleep now though it's not even 10.
i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
not that i had a bad day.
i just didnt feel good especially during history lesson.

sometimes i wish those people who like to act innocent and gain sympathy from people whould be swept away by the cleaners and then dispose them off to the onyx rubbish trucks once and for all.
they are like tiny wee irritants which will eventually spoil your mood.

why am i complaining so much?
i didnt have enough sleep the night before i guess..

daniel assab is off to berlin from tomorrow for almost a week.
dammit.
i am jealous.
damn damn jealous.

okayy,
i think i should stop.

i wanna get drunkk.

year2 sem2 term4 week3, end!

you know,
this week has past by so quickly,
so quickly that somehow i feel like i'm not exactly done with things
but i would consider i am.
just so i wont go back to be doing the same old stuff.

school's getting a little on my nerves now.
with all the deadlines nearing,
it's hard not to have your personal stress-factor heading sky high.

whatever it is,
i hope to do well for the upcoming assessment in about..
5 weeks?
just so i can go on a holiday with a peace of mind,
knowing i've done well and i could really relax my mind.
haha.

speaking of holiday,
this year the fine arts department is gonna take the us to new york.
ckb asked me if i wanna go.
initially,
very tempting.
but..
due to the obvious financial crisis i'm in,
i doubt i can save three fucking thousand dollars around november..

thing is,
i dont have a job.
and i dont quite wanna work when i am having lessons.
like skipping school and all.
sis' office is fine.
they would allow me to go into office after my class.
then again..
it's not everyday that i am wanted there.
booo.

so,
i've decided to give it a miss and plan ahead with something more excitingg.
for all the wrong reasons,
london in july/aug 2009?
haha.

but before that,
manfred and i are planning a short getaway trip to somewhere nice.
it is defined as somewhere with a nice beach, white sand and BLUE sea.
as well as some tiny wee shopping area.
we're thinking of redang, krabi and bintan.
that boy dont wanna go to krabi cause it's in thailand (again!).
so i guess we'll prolly end up either in indonesia or malaysia.
haha.

i can believe i'm up this early on a saturday.
opened my eyes as early as if today's a weekday.
i think my body is used to waking up at this time.
which is quite bad.
i wanted to have my saturday for sleeping till late morning.
then go to the library to extract raw materials for my history essay,
then head back into studio to finish up the damn chinese women painting.
butttt..
it's okayy,
i'm going for a haircut anyway.

pulau ubin tomorrow for cycling with eleanor, gracia, serena and shihan.
quite excited.
been a couple of donkey years since i'm there.
let's hope more mosquitos have died.
so i dont have to spray those "keep-away-insect" thingy.

okayy,
my fingers are getting tired.
chao chao!

ps. i will learn to converse nothing too personal from now.

random.

these days people are not being themselves.
i wonder why.
why am i always the target.
why am i always the one on the receiving end of all those shitty shit,
random remarks,
facial expressions,
those unwelcomed fake smiles,
and those damn attitude.

it's not always the case of a normal full day thing.
it's those all of a sudden mood swings.

i cant take it.

okayy,
let's be fair.
maybe it's me.
due to the lack of sleep and those damn proposals and those drafts and write ups.

and right now,
back to flashh..

sacrifice.

sacrificing for the one you love is amazing.

manfred told me about this story of his friend who is so so sweet.
i tell you when he told me,
i felt so bad for condemning him for no good reasons.
and after knowing,
i felt so so bad.
so bad that i felt like i was a murderer for a good minute.

anyways,
he is just sweet.

working to support his boyfriend cause the boyfriend is not the richest person on earth.
considering he has so much to do on weekdays
and when the days he is supposedly to be free from work and just resting,
he went to work to earn extra income.
how sweet right?

in addition,
i think to me, at least,
hawker food is good enough.
restaurants is good.
but is it neccessary to spend that kind of money on food which could be equally good at 10% of the price we pay for in a restaurant?

call me cheap skate or whatever.

as long as you're with the one you love.
nothing else matters.

the power of love.

ilda.

i've re-learnt something.
which is to not judge a book by its cover.

oh mann.

i cant believe i just blogged about it.

and noooooo..
it's not an april fool's joke!
haha.