ARGHH!!

you know.
this is week four of the seven week term.
and it's been pretty crazy.
i have things piling up and i am so so lazy.
one big reason.
i dont like what i have to do.

digital media flash project 2
which i have started but what i've done is actually better said as 'i havent started at all.'
it's just shitty.
i cant imagine i have to go through all these pain all over again.
to top it all off,
there's still the fucken history essay and the damn presentation which i screwed up the first time.
and unfinished paintings in the studio are the best icing ever to the cake.

honestly,
i wish there'd be another twenty four hours a day.
just for these three weeks.
then assessment,
then holidays.

i wish something or someone could motivate me to be less lazy.

ARGH!!

someone, hello?

okayy,
i need to sleep now though it's not even 10.
i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
not that i had a bad day.
i just didnt feel good especially during history lesson.

sometimes i wish those people who like to act innocent and gain sympathy from people whould be swept away by the cleaners and then dispose them off to the onyx rubbish trucks once and for all.
they are like tiny wee irritants which will eventually spoil your mood.

why am i complaining so much?
i didnt have enough sleep the night before i guess..

daniel assab is off to berlin from tomorrow for almost a week.
dammit.
i am jealous.
damn damn jealous.

okayy,
i think i should stop.

i wanna get drunkk.