family?

question:
what is family?

i regretted what i did.
for keeping stuff in MY room,
in MY drawer.
dammit.
should have been less careless and bring my stuff wherever i go.


to you.
sometimes i wonder what i'm doing in YOUR house.
but dont worry.
it will not be yours soon.
it will be mdm tan's and ms loo's.
guess what?
that's gonna happen in a matter of months.

would you like to me chased out or would you like to take your leave personally?
i mean..
please be less thick-skinned and just go?
just leave us.
i dont want you to be in my sight.
take it as i'm begging you.
please.. PLEASEEEE..
GO!
get oout.
get out of my life.

i have officially hate you after a series of things you did.
and for things i wish you did.
and also for things you did not do.

but i will forgive you.
for i forgive my enemies.

whatever it is,
just leave.

thank you.

yours sincerely,
your son.


anyhoo
on a lighter note..

i bumped into NAT HOOOOO!!!
at bras basah, filming!!
WHOOOOOOOOOO!
life couldnt get more amazing than this.
he is damn hot.
he is 'the' only one who has small eyes, who is tall whom i think is damn cute.
if only i didnt feel so excited melted so badly when he turned and looked at me.
i would have gotten a photo with him..
never mind.
he's local.
there's other chances.
HAHA.

anyways,
suntec-ed with amalina and rischka after class.
first purchase from cotton on today.
not bad not bad.
they've got nice plain tees.
thing is..
they're cheap.
haha.
twenty fucken bucks for two.
and you can get an umbrella or a pair of flip flops for 5 bucks with any purchase!
awesome right?
no i'm not being paid promotingg.
haha.

andd.
i havent done anything AT ALL (school related) since i got back.
which is..
"awesomeeee"
digital media just doesnt interest me.
AT ALL.
i went to register for assessment and we had to do this lecturers and modules evaluation thingy.
and so i wrote..
"we dont have digital media class in year three right? PLEASE TAKE IT OUT IF THERE IS! I BEG OF YOU!!"
HAHAHA!

okayy.
assessment in three weeks..
which in other words mean..
HOLIDAYS IN FOUR!!
WHOOOOOOOO!

okayy,
i need my bed for now.

d assab should be on his way back home.
yay!

okay, bye!