Tuesday, January 13, 2009

and i can barely look at you.

what can i say
day two of school,
no school.

:)

happy boy indeed.
weeds-ed, then ugly betty-ed.
then lunch with income colleagues.
very happy to see their faces again.
maybe i should pop by there every now and then to piss people who hate me more.
like the asshole and that rude bitch.
god i wish people like that would extinct.
like i've mentioned before,
2009 is my year to screw people's lives around.
hah!
watch out, bitches.

anyways,
i miss partying and drinking and getting high and drunk already.
and it's only been two days of non-alcohol
godd.
i am such an alcoholic.

anyways,
day one in school is kinda fun with all the catching up and the bitchings.
i kinda like our new lecturer for graduation seminar.
she has a whole list of things planned out and we dont have any more theory for this semester.
i am excited about the whole thing..
and on the other hand,
i am dreading the national service thingy.

i wish i'd get knocked down by some kinda truck and then i will break about 50 bones so i would have a golden ticket to free pass this whole thing.

nah, just a thought.

i still love myself and i wanna be broken bones free.

i am so hooked onto this band called cash cash.
they make me smile to myself like an idiot cause their songs are so catchy and so dancy.
and i am also hooked onto this band called owl night.
their smooth male and female vocals makes me melt.
their lyrics are so relatable..

aww..

in other feelings/expressions/news,
i dont know what to say to you.
i feel our relationship is getting very complex.
seems like i have so much to tell you but i dont feel it being right to talk to you now.
seems like we have sort of lost all of our common interest and have given it all up for.. boys?

i'm lost..