Friday, June 13, 2008

if onlyy.

been almost a week since i last checked in here.
didnt plan to update this space today either.
but, here i am.

in case you're wondering much,
i'm not at work.
i'm at home.
after two and a half hours at work,
my body told me to leave whatever i was doing and go home and rest.
and i did.
otherwise, i think i would have fainted by now.

according to my doctor,
it's throat infection and the reason why i feel feverish is the way our body react to it when it feel the discomfort.
he gave me some pretty good medication which puts me to sleep till about two hours ago.
good rest i must say.

i think i will be home earlier next week and rest my body more.

in other news,
i think it's the best to be where i am now.
i love my friends, my family members and everyone and anyone who cares.
i dont think i wanna hurt myself or be hurt or try to hurt anyone anytime soon again.
too much to handle actually.

was great meeting bruno finally last evening.
it feels good to be talking to someone intelligent
and it feels even better to know someone actually care to listen to all these things i've been through these past weeks.
if onlyy someone like this is nearer.

okayy,
i'm not expecting anything, seriouslyy.

anyone gonna play tonight?
i know i'm sick but i dont feel like staying in the whole night.
it suck to be sick on friday
let alone staying in on this day, rightt?
no alcohol though.
otherwise my doctor would punch my face.

haha.

i cant believe they've added melee to day one of singfest.
i am really really tempted to go to both days
but it's freaking three hundred bucks for two day pass.
i wonder if i could get on anyone's guestlist!
i was shocked to receive a message on myspace from shaun of crowned king.
it was a personalised one.
i wonder how good looking he's become..
we'll find out in a couple of weeks.
50 days to be specificc..
heh heh.

okayy,
i think i better go lie on the bed for now.
i wanna feel well in a few hours.
but then again,
right now,
i feel at least 65% better than i was feeling earlier.

on a super random note,
ck one summer fragrance for men is extremely addictive and it's so sweet smellingg..

have a great weekend!

okayy, bye.